Wednesday, January 7, 2009

When it's been hard ... read Sara & Deb's posts as I can see me in both of them.

It's also been hard for me to trust God with my sons and their children.
It's been hard to trust Him when well-meaning people are telling me to 'claim my healing' and it doesn't come and that leaves me wondering 'what's wrong with me?'
It's been hard to accept that I will most likely live with health problems as long as I'm on this earth, and that it's okay. God knows and that's all that matters.
It's been hard to accept ME with all my faults and doubts and irrational thinking from time to time. How could God love ME anyway?
It's been hard, indeed it has, but in the long run, it's all been worth it.


  1. It is the long run that counts ... that long run that leads to eternity. Those who suffer in health are strengthened in faith when their focus is on God and not the aches and pains of life. It does not make physical life necessarily less painful ... but looking heavenward is what brings comfort and purpose to live and breath. Blessings to you.

  2. Amen, Weezy! It is worth it...
    you have much wisdom because of your illness. I have learned much from you Dear lady!!!